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This is what is left of me… I crave Him. Constantly wondering what he will allow me to have for today. Living each second like he could disappear at any moment. This ocean of doubt that I am drowning in only succeeds to give him a sense that I will either prove myself to him or not. “Sink or Swim”. Each emotion open and raw. Such precision and grace he plays with them ever so delicately and with a heavy hand.
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